Sunday, June 20, 2010

Time to take the Stand

Time flies. And the moment is already here. I was hoping that the situation doesn't have to be like this but it's inevitable. It's time for me to take the stand. For myself. For my family. For my friends. For my future.

SACRIFICE
So many things I want to achieve or do but it has to end here today. For all the time I have left before STPM, shall be devoted to it solely. It's all for the better if you look at it in the long run. That's if you have the patience. I regard myself as a mystery. Cause I just don't know my true attributes. It deviates at times. There are still so many things I have yet to do. There are still so many things that I have yet to share. My recent trip to Perth made it even worse for me as I realize more things about my life and in turn also saddened me on the way back home. But for the sake of the so called future, I have to bid a lot of farewells for a short period of time. Goodbye to MapleSEA. No more reading mangas or watching animes. Facebook is also a prohibited area. The only place I limit to myself would be Lune d'Ombre, my hideout.

EXIT
The only way out of this Hell will only be revealed in time. But how long can I withstand this challenge? I have never done anything like this in my life, let alone give up so much for just one thing. That one thing capable of determining my future significantly. I don't want to rant any longer as all talk and no action makes me a complete fool. The purpose is to remind myself that I can no longer risk it anymore and this is my last chance for redemption. Only the best come from the best. So I've gotta give it my all.

This is one of the new tracks from Eminem's new album, Recovery. Certainly inspiring and helpful to me.


Farewell for the time being, people.




2 comments:

  1. Not bad...as long as u have the heart, determination & discipline u'll make it...haha

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  2. ....hmph.......sounds like you wanted to leave the world.......

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