Komo

So this is another DotA related content. Some of you probably have read it before but I'm going to immortalize it right here on my blog. So I met Komo through playing DotA and he's a very nice guy overall. Although I am a noob and suck at the game so badly, he is very patient with me at first. Sometimes he gets so angry until... Well, if you can read Chinese then you will know how it's like.

So one day, he just wrote something dedicated to me. Seriously very touching. :')

X...他玩了3年DOTA，可是却比菜鸟还鸟，X...他总是给我们非常多的惊喜，他每次出场，一定眼屎塞满眼睛，秀出那十八般武艺，行如风，招如雨，如有神助！回想队友团战，他必定参与，哇！他很合作........   X...队友全灭他在一旁杀小怪，别怀疑！他必定满血满法！问他为什么必定说！小怪顶路！过后还冲锋陷阵，独自走向天堂之路。CREEP BLOCKED? EYE BLOCKED? ARE U KIDDING ME！！！WTF A NICE TIMING!

不能否定，我的队友团战默契已经配合无间了，可是，某天...他出现了...CROWN出现在我们的队友...他带给我们无比的愤怒！不能平息的高血压，以及彻夜的失眠，甚至一个即将因他而解散的队伍。X...，一个游戏，我以前认为，一个玩家，...

I couldn't read Chinese so I asked my brother to translate it to me. I LMFAO when listening to the translation. Epic!


Really going to miss Wes, Komo and Angao when I further my studies. *sigh*

Tahu cakap tapi tahu buat?

Hello everyone. Here's another video review. It's actually a video from the same YouTube user called kawasaki9722. You can watch the first video review I did at here.

Below is the video I'm going to review, called "Tipu Tipu Malaysia". Actually, I'm going to talk about the part in the beginning only cause I don't have that much time to correct every nonsense they can come up with. If there's are 10 requests for me to do a complete review on this video, I will do it. I just need 10 comments by 10 different people. Anonymous commentators are not valid.

So in the beginning, the Malay guy mentions about the injustice of Khir Toyo's case. If that judicial officer's pocket is filled to the brim with Ringgits and instructed not to mention the value of Khir Toyo's house in court, do you think that uncle masih mahu cakap?  

And then they move on to talk about Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim's case and how his case is being delayed constantly. Now we discuss about DSAI's case. Two very important witnesses that are ex-IGP Musa Hassan and former Malacca police chief Mohd Rodwan Mohd Yusof have no guts to face him so the interviews with them are stalled. How do we blame Karpal Singh in this situation? The prosecution claims Anwar is capable of intimidating the two witnesses. Wow? Only the guilty would feel intimidated. If you do no wrong, what are you scared of?  

Other than the two mentioned witnesses, our current PM and his wife are also listed as witnesses. The attempt to interview two cops is already made into a big joke by the media, what will it be like when it is Najib and Rosmah's turn? Judge Mohamad Zabidin Mohd Diah even made a loophole for the PM and his wife by saying that attendance by the witnesses is voluntary. Such an important case and he allows the attendance by witnesses to be voluntary? For all we know, the PM and his wife could have already planned a long vacation ahead and is ready to be absent at every hearing of Anwar's case. The prosecution not only caused the delay but also made the entire case a big joke. Those jokers... I'm terribly disappointed with them. To think I once dreamed of being a lawyer.

Finally, before I forget, happy belated birthday to Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim. This post was meant to be done yesterday on his actual birthday but procrastination got to me. Apologies on my behalf. And I hope more people will comment and follow me on Facebook and Twitter. It really gives me the motivation to continue what I am doing. Thank you very much.

PS. What I say may not be the truth because your definition of truth may not be the same as mine.

Cosplay

I wonder if I'll be a cosplayer one day. I love to read mangas and watch animes (not so much of watching animes cause streaming and downloading is awfully slow). And it's cool to look totally different from what you usually look like. A successful transformation would be breath-taking and refreshing. And you have to act exactly like the character. All in all, the metamorphosis takes a lot of effort.   

Black Rock Shooter. Suan Ng from Malaysia.

So there's no main point to this post. I just want to feature cosplay. It's an interesting hobby. And I stress the fact that it requires a lot of effort again cause it's the truth. How do you get the costumes and props? Most of the time, it is hand-made. Original handiwork. So in order to be a cosplayer, you need to take up sewing classes. And any other skills required to craft the props. Costumes and props can be bought also. But only if they are mainstream like Naruto, Bleach or One Piece. (P.S. Tell me if I got my facts wrong. :D)

I have a friend who cosplays often. He recently won a competition. I saw the video when he had to get in character. It made me laugh but it was realistic. And I doubt many could achieve the same result as he did.

Dyllon Lim, Ragna from BlazBlue.

Congratz on winning the competition and also another personal matter. <3

No love, no glory

If a guy were to break up with a girl for no good reason (actually most of the reasons are no good), the guy's reputation would be tarnished. His popularity will be non-existent or negative and all he has left are his family and real friends. And games. I once told my brother not to play around with his relationship or else it will cost him his reputation. A friend is present at the time I was discussing this theory. My theory is proven right as it is happening to him.

What are the factors which affect this theory:
1. Influential reach
2. Attractiveness
3. Reputation

1. Influential reach
This is a very important factor because whoever is more influential, he/she will determine how the breakup story goes. The breakup story of the more influential side is 'correct' because that version will reach more people and once the story has been crosschecked by the surrounding friends, whichever version is told the most will be the 'real' version of breakup story. If this is hard to understand, imagine a food web. You do take science classes, right?

Whichever side is popular on any social networking site will affect how the story is being told. Often, the female side has many 'sisters' who try help avenge the dignity of the victimized individual. The news feed will be full of angry threats by these 'sisters', ruining the male's reputation into shambles. It's true that the female has more unity than the male. Seldom you will see a guy standing up for his best friend who is being attacked verbally by a horde of banshees.

2. Attractiveness
The attractiveness of the subject will also be a weapon of mass destruction against the ex. I have a friend who was once with a pretty and quite popular girl. When they broke up, the girl (who has a lot of admirers) posted some stuff on Facebook. She made the breakup sound very devastating and portrayed herself as the victim. Few weeks later, I hear from another friend of mine that an admirer wanted to beat the living hell out of my friend because he made the girl suffer. So beware if you're going to breakup with someone who has a legion of fans.

3. Reputation
Your reputation plays a big part because people often judge you by your past. Which is very unfair. So if your past is very shady or messed up, the chances of your reputation being destroyed is 100% confirmed. Imagine a situation where you were once a playboy but this time your girlfriend cheated on you with another guy, who would believe your side of the story? You will look like a hypocrite.

So my friend right now is emo-ing everyday. He broke up with A and his reputation isn't worth saving anymore. Furthermore, he likes B which a lot of people know and this fact is not helping him at all. B is avoiding him because A is her good friend and she doesn't want to look like a skank. Any ideas on how to solve this problem?

The Good Ending manga. Recommended.

An Offline Moment

Its 1am sharp and I am typing this down with Tonight by FM Static playing. I have lived without Internet for almost 24 hours, 3 more hours to go because I slept at 4am something last night. Don't know what the heck those people in TMnet are doing but I desperately want to go online.

As I type this down in the offline moment, a million things run through my head. I start to remember and reminisce about things that happened to me before.

I miss the moments I had when hanging out with all my brothers. Barry, Zaimie, Howard, Eric are the closest thing to me cause I hung out with them alot recently during my stay in Brunei. New people in my life also pop out and stood out amongst the crowd. Elaine Fung, a wonderful and pretty lass but hopeless in matters of romance. Adrian, the cool cucumber guy who can chill in any circumstance and go through a roller coaster ride with a straight face. Ashie, the over-friendly and jolly girl who is always so happy that it felt as if she hops when she walks. And there's Wan Ye whom I met at the table while playing Big 2. This girl named Jasmine who asked me to reserve her a seat beside me while she goes to get a drink during this party. The name Jasmine reminds me of Jasmine Liang, a close friend of mine whom most of my friends mistook her as my GF. Then there's Daniel Khoo, her seriously handsome and fair prince on a white horse. They make a cute couple together. From here, I remember the party gang members consisting of Jerry, Ah Hao, Johnson and Jeremy. Jerry, the guy who dry-humped me because he was desperate. Ah Hao, the guy who tempted me with half cup of pure vodka and got me drunk. Johnson, the guy with the best moves on the dance floor and awesome crib. Jeremy, the Kung Fu Panda look-a-like with an awesome 6-0 streak. Stopping here for a moment, I remember Yen who happens to be the girl who completed the challenge of slapping my ass. LOL! Going back to the party night, I remember Jevons, xiaoBryan (not so small anymore) and Tan, an old schoolmate of mine from the Centerpoint party which we didn't get in cause my social contact list is just too damn little. I should make more friends. Point taken. Nita, my dear daughter who is hopelessly in love with her beloved but I was too much of a chicken to say hi when I saw her. At this point, Uncle Barry is gonna comment how fail as a father I am. Uncle Zaimie will add some salt to the wound. Uncle Howard will pour acid after that. And Uncle Eric will just touch me. HAHAHAHA!!!!

I do realise that most of the people I listed here are from Brunei. I guess its because of the sweet memories from the recent trip that kept me reminiscing. Am I missing anyone? If I am, I guess its because we never got to hang out enough.

1.24am. Hoping that the Internet connection would suddenly recover from the coma. Feeling the urge to reply someone who has been spamming my wall recently cause I'm guilty for last night. You know who you are. ;)

For no reason, I just want to point out what Ted said in S06E12 of How I Met Your Mother. Quote from Ted Mosby,"Its what I do."   

The Dilemma about DotA

It's Father's Day today. I actually had to search online to assure myself that today is definitely Father's Day. Seriously lame, I know. Due to the occasion, I suddenly have a strong urge to blog about it. Few days ago (or weeks), my dear daughter, Nita raised a question. Here is how it goes: 'DotA or GF?'

Let me break it down to you, just in case you're too dumb to comprehend the short question consisting of 2 abbreviations. It means to make a choice between the game (Defend of the Ancients) or the girlfriend (whoever you're dating). This question is directed to all the male species who play the aforementioned game and is in a relationship with a female at the same time. MY GOD?!?! WHY DO I SOUND SO SCIENTIFIC?!?!

Before I state my answer, I'm gonna tell you all what most guys commented on Nita's status. Most of them chose GF. Some just chose DotA for fun or tease.

Here's my answer: DotA.

Why? You will understand why if you've watched ice1cube's video which talks about Starcraft 2 and girls. Too bad he deleted his channel or else I would've linked it here and save myself the time to type so much bullshit.

Wait.... While blogging halfway, I went to YouTube and searched for ice1cube one last time. Miraculously, there was someone who made backup downloads and re-uploaded them.

So, I'm just gonna summarise my part. Why DotA? At the dead of the night around 3am when nobody is there to hear you out or there's no safer way to express your emotions, DotA is just around the corner with the click of a button. Sometimes the players in one of your game might surprise you. They may even listen to your problems and share. Great therapy, ain't it? :D

But then again, you guys also need to learn how to appreciate. When there's a girl who cares about you and is waiting for your reply in the midst of a conversation, please don't leave them hanging lah. At least have the courtesy to tell them that you're busy. And if they need you, leave your game (T&C may vary depending on how much they need you).   

I hear nothing

Only those who were there with me that night would know the meaning of this song to me.

25/12/2010.

Starting halfway

Ever imagine yourself in a situation where someone does something you want to do halfway and then dumps it back onto you? And the direction they stopped at isn't exactly what you actually desire. But you have to take charge of it and move on as if you started from the beginning.

It's like a chess match where you start playing after all the pieces has been moved into a certain formation but you're aiming to take over the wrong queen. Or a boat ride towards an island but aiming to land at a different shore than you first planned because the rower for the first half of the journey isn't you.

What would you do? Ponder upon the idea.

As for me, I would enjoy the journey and slowly find out which direction would be fitting for me. Since I have already reached this far (no thanks to me), why not take a deep breath and enjoy the different view? Take a look from an alternate perspective. Upon realization after a deep consideration, then I shall choose the right course of action.

Thinking of turning back for a restart? Like Eminem raps,"you don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game", don't waste your time thinking of the impossible. Appreciate and make full use of every situation you're in.

The most important thing is be true to yourself. Do not waste time on something you do not want because it would be futile. That is common sense, everyone should know. Don't feel that you would be judged for every action you take because people's opinion does not matter when your desire comes into question. People do not decide what you desire, you yourself does.

Is it too hard to understand? Just want what you want because that's what makes you happy. Even if its wrong, it lasted for the while.

21042011: A prediction came true

"5 months ago on this day, I predicted it wouldn't happen. And I was right.

But hey, its all for the best anyway. I have moved on. Hope you grew up and matured in some way. And no, you did not waste my time. It was lovely knowing you. Good luck..."

 

And that's what I posted on Fb. What I said before came true. Hope you stay happy always. Happy birthday.

 P.S. I wonder where is the bracelet at now. 

 

5S1 Imba Gang

I suddenly reminisce my time in SMK Sacred Heart during Form 4 and 5. Best time of my life so far. Although I have yet to fully live my life. Haha...

I made loads of friends and found my 'bros'. Best people in the world! I have 2 sets of 'bros'. One in Brunei and the other in Sibu. My bros are always the best, most epic and totally awesome. :D

Today I'm gonna feature my Sibu bros during my Form 4 and 5 years. LOL! It's because I found some very memorable pictures. Made my day when I saw 'em. First of all, I'm going to introduce you to everyone.

~ WTA (ME! :D)
~ PTA (My twin brother cause we have similar names except for our surnames)
~ Wes (Imba gamer who is very vain)
~ Yang (My boss/chef/chauffeur/doctor)
~ Bobby/HZ (Kpop bomb who's always up to mischief)
~ KXK (The one who has mastered the Art of Farting)

~ LGG (Handsome and charming but shy Eurasian)

And that's the seven of us. LOL! Sounds as if we're going to be something like S Club Seven. Hahaha....
Well~ Although they're all my bros, there's a Venn diagram that further splits them up again. But I'm too lazy to come up with that crap. Not important at all. Here are the pictures that I was talking about.

  I introduce you all to "WTA's Lemonade Stall". LOL! That's my table and loads of junk.

And there was this one time when our table got spammed. HAHAHA!!! Here it is.

I forgot which table is mine. LOL!

There's also a time when they played a prank on me cause I am so short. (=.=)

That's all so far. Hahaha... I think a lot of you expected to see pictures of people but saw furniture and books instead. LOL! Too bad! :P

Sweet Memories~

Princess Jacq : The Green Spongebob Lover

It's been awhile since I promised this, I know. SOWIE, Princess Jacq.

Hmm... There's this wonderful person I know of by the name Princess Jacq. Then I remember she said someone claim the princess title was stolen by her and so Princess Jacq became plain, normal Jacq. And then it became Musketeer Jacq. And finally became Jacquelyn Chang. In the future? I have no idea. LOL!

Princess Jacq~ Hmm... I just got stuck with it. LOL! Brings back memories of how we met. Spamming comments at Bobby's wall post. Then more spamming in the message inbox. Hahaha... I totally forgot what we chatted about. And to make it extra special, you're only single girl I know in Miri. (No, I'm not trying to hit on you XP)

Now, there's something you all must know about Jacq. She is an avid blogger who loves her Spongebob merchandise collection. She loves the colour green (refer to the photo below) and hates small feet (for reasons I don't know XD).

Click here to access her latest blog (she has a lot). Princess Jacq also has a food blog but I can't remember where it went. Died? Or kidnapped by some other blogger? Only she will know these secrets.

Anyways, she's been bugging me about visiting Miri. I did. But didn't hang out with her. I hope one day I'll be free enough. :D

 

(Psst! This blurry picture is taken by a spy camera I installed in the car. XD)

Don't Judge

I read this note written by one of my best pal. Seriously good and authentic content. Here it goes. I tried my best to translate it but I don't think it was as good as the real deal.

别说

我说 ... 爱情如雨天...
遇到下雨天... 有人欢喜有人愁...

我说... 爱情太考验...
一但爱上了...没有人会没有压力...

但别说... 爱情是一场角力...
我爱的她虽然有时很暴力...
无谓有时反而会觉得特别甜蜜...

有人说... 爱情像衣服...
一天换一件...烦恼快不见...

也有人说... 爱情太虚假...
别对男女有偏见...男欢女爱很普遍...
三天两头被人骗...只能怪你没主见...

更有人说... Love Just a Game...
Why don't you just go play Mario?
Eat your fucking coin and fucking mushroom =D

请你...

别说 ... 爱情如衣服...
当你穿上了... 并不一定脱的下...

别说 ... 爱情太虚假...
当你爱上了...谁都会奋不顾身...

更别说... 爱情是一场游戏...
因为你曾经的伤害...就告诉他人不必等待？
等待不等待...不需要第三者来决定 ;
凭什么你能来告诉我, 真爱何时何年何月才来报到？

Can't you just shut the fuck up?
 ____________________________________________________________________

Don't Judge

I think... Love is similar to a rainy day.
When the rain comes, some welcome it while others worry.

I think... Love is an overrated test.
Once in love, it is impossible not to be under any pressure.

But don't think that love is a competition,
For the one I love can sometimes be quite violent.
Anyway, sometimes I feel that she can be pretty sweet.

Some people think love is similar to clothing.
Each day meant a change of clothing. Worrying as if it will disappear in the blink of an eye.

Some people also think love is too artificial and fake.
Don't discriminate between both genders, because it is normal to have a crush or admire someone.
Quite often you see unlucky ones getting cheated... The blame is on them as they don't think for themselves.

More often you hear people say that love is just a game.
Why don't you just go play Mario?
Collect your fucking coins and step on bitching mushrooms.
   


Please...

Don't think that love is similar to clothing.
Once you wear it, it doesn't mean that you can take it off.

Don't think that love is too artificial and fake.
Once you fall in love, there are no hesitations when sacrificing for the one you love.

Don't think that love is just a game.
Just because you got hurt before, you tell others that person is not worth waiting for?
To wait or not to wait... No need for third parties to decide for you;
For they can't tell you how many weeks, months or years it takes for true love to come to you.

Can't you just shut the fuck up?

I need a 'Love Doctor'

My head aches from thinking of you too much. Thoughts of you bring me sleepless nights.

My eyes are blurry. It's been awhile since I last saw you, always so noticeable with your breathtaking beauty. 

My nose gets blocked constantly. I think I need to get a whiff of your hair.

My ears can't hear as well as they did before. Only your voice and the way you laugh can cure them.

My lips are numb. Can you help me feel them again?

My hands are weak and helpless. They need to know how it feels like to hold your hands again.

My legs are shaking all the time. They're always ready to rush over to where you're at.


And most importantly...

My heart is in pain. The heartbeat is abnormal because it beats according to the way you feel. It bleeds because of jealousy. It is hungry for your care and attention. And the only reason it's still beating is because of YOU.

Would you please be my 'Love Doctor'?  

Double Edge

Been awhile since my last post and I apologise to everyone who's following. If there's any at all.

An update about myself. Just finished the exam and currently having a very lame holiday. I don't feel the joy at all. All I have in my mind are assignments (Homework actually but I despise the name so I decided on this alternative), extra classes, STPM and 's'omebody. It's been a rough month and I don't see any light ray of hope at all. I do actually but the feeling of doubt and fear is clouding it.

A lot has happened and a big mess was caused. I'm going really abstract cause the main point is I'm at the verge of insanity where I have trouble to trust. What really matters, I wonder? Past? Present? The future matters the most of course but I am thinking of the latter. If you are split by a choice, would you make a decision based on the past or the present? Why? I'd appreciate if you guys leave comments. :)

Suddenly have a reminiscence of Ichigo 100%.

You might be the last person I will ever trust

Wants and Needs

I made something happen last night. And the end result was so horrible that it kept me reevaluating the decision I have made. Was it the RIGHT thing to do?

If last night's turn of event never happened, I think I would have hurt someone so deep to the point where the heart is torn over decisions. So I made a choice to back off and stay in the shadows, and continue the norm of life. But... I have doubts. Can I let this matter go? Am I really bulletproof?

But what would be the positivity if nothing ever happened last night? Chances are I might succeed with that 1%. Or less. But I'm probably just thinking too much like I always do. The fairytale story is so tempting...

After last night, I feel like... I am out of breath. The lack of air stings a bit. Tiny bit. But I tell myself, it's all for the better. I am a rogue after all. I can manage without inhaling oxygen and instead synthesize the carbon dioxide to get oxygen myself.

The last thing to do is put on a mask of happiness and last through the final 4 months. Wish me luck~ :)

Debut on YouTube

Discovery of 520 and Gmendra

Gmendra is a very lovable name of a very adorable personality. XD Are my words too sweet for you to handle, Gmendra? lol! I just found out another follower of my blog. Really touched when she told me about it. Been crying buckets ever since I found out. No wonder Sibu gets flooded so frequently recently. Thank you so much!

Today sucked. It was pure boredom. I went home early around 10am on a pretense (Hope I used that word correctly). Been doing nothing but sleep or Maple ever since. Went to tuition which fun for awhile. Was determined to skip on Friday again but I had too much fun at tuition so I changed my mind (I also remembered about the Bomba meeting at 1pm tomorrow). During tuition, I smsed Oscar but he was busy as always and told me something about today being special and all. Today is 20/5 but when reversed, it's 520. Chiong Hui told me it means 'I <3 U' in Chinese. To be more precise, it's actually Cantonese.

No pictures again... But to commemorate this special day, 520, I'm gonna embed 'Kissin U' by Mirinda Cosgrove. I love this song very much. Hope you enjoy this, Gmendra~

 P.S. Your name is mentioned thrice in this post, including the title. XD