Today is a day filled with exciting adventures. For you guys, it may seem trivial and looks like a small case. But bear with my story anyway cause you get to feast your eyes at some very good looking King of Fruits. :D
My mum woke me up today. Told me to fetch my littlest brother to school. But I continued to snooze for awhile before waking up to find my dad still asleep. Hehehe! My mum already walked out to shop for groceries. There's only grandma and aunt in the house. So I ran off with the car keys and sent my brother to school. My hands were both shaky with excitement since it's been awhile since I last handled a car. DIVINE PLEASURE!!! XD
RM100 for these 2 piles.
Later on, Dad brought me to eat breakfast at Yum Yum near the bus station as suggested by me. We were supposed to pick up my littlest bro from school around 11am. It's 10.40am and Dad actually wanted to drive home but I suggested that we go for a drive around the Wong King Huo roundabout. I got really confused when we reached the roundabout cause my dad turned right instead of left which is headed for school. Turns out my dad changed his mind and went sniffing for durians nearby Farley. We actually bought RM100 worth of durians today.
Y U SO SMOOTH?
King of Fruits looking good~
We got around 10 durians for RM100 and the size of each fruit isn't too small. I will try to describe the King of Fruits to you guys. DIVINE PLEASURE 2!!! HAHAHA!!! The meat of the durian is so soft like tender raw meat and sweet like the nectar from a blooming flower. The smell will penetrate your noses without any warning. Exaggerating?
Lunch break! I actually forgot to eat lunch. But the most memorable thing about today's lunch time is I actually drove my mum around town. DIVINE PLEASURE 3!!! This has never happened before cause my mum doesn't have faith in my driving skills. :( Y I KEEP DRIVING?!?! WAKAKA!!! :D
Interested in attending 'Cutting Up Durian 101'?
The 'I-never-eat-before-but-I-want-more' expression.
Totally forgot what else I did after that. I napped for awhile during dinner time. Ate and showered. Went to Sing Kwong for more shopping. And then when we got home, D.E.S (Durian Eating Spree) event took place once again. All the durians were gone. DIVINE PLEASURE 4!!! Left some for my little bro who's in prefect camp right now.
Shout out to the girl who I confessed to today. DIVINE PLEASURE 5!!! (Wah... Macam 'Final Destination 5'). If you're reading this, I dedicate the song below to you. :)
Been 4 days since I last updated. Ever encounter a bump in your life? Going through one right now. It's no big deal. Nothing interesting actually happened. You just feel like you're not living your ordinary life anymore. Sleeping at a time near dawn and waking up at a time when half the day has past. Only lunch, dinner and lots of snacks. Nothing productive is being done, other than my university application's slow progress.
Few days ago, I went to Bintulu with a group of friends to pay the IPTA tuition fee and to open a bank account.
On the way home.
I arrived at the bus station too early that day. My lonely breakfast consisted of Bak Kut Teh with rice and hot coffee. Had to spent the remaining time by watching TV at the coffee shop. I couldn't quite shut my mouth on the bus from Sibu to Bintulu. Blabbed for almost 2 hours before I slept for nearly one hour. Continued to talk until we reach the town. Seriously, I feel like Bintulu is more modern than Sibu. Felt as if mushrooms (new buildings) just grew anywhere after a heavy rain.
A disappointed friend because there was no Doraemon ride. Park City Mall authorities please take notice. ;p
Thanks to Freedom and her friends that we finished all our business at the bank quickly. We had lunch at Pizza Hut and walked around Park City Mall. I later found out that my cousin's shop was just nearby. Regret not calling them. And then, we went to Farley. After that, Sing Kwong was the next stop. Everyone felt tired and no longer have the mood to walk around to sight see. Just before we go back to the bus station for our return trip which is at 5.30pm, I wolfed down a plate of Mee Jawa and iced lemon tea. The others didn't eat or they just bought something. I talked non-stop during the return trip. So did everyone else. We had a blast.
Recently, I heard a few songs which reminded me of the past. Enjoy.
And so tomorrow is the big day. The march of the already infamous Bersih 2.0 rally will take place. Tomorrow will be another influential and historical day for all Malaysians. And so today, an interesting event took place in KL. Strangely enough when I watched this video, a question popped into my head? Why in the world is Hii Tiong Huat in KL? Just a few days ago, I saw him in Sibu. This video is a must-watch cause its hysterical! LOL!
And then there's a new rapper in town, rapping about the Malaysia's current situation with regard to the Bersih 2.0 campaign. Although I can't really understand the song too cause I'm a banana. :p
Be prepared for the worst, everyone. Because history does not repeat itself, only the people who never learn to change repeats history. It doesn't matter what you wear as long as you have the belief. I hope Malaysians will truly wake up tomorrow.
Now totally off-topic, I have a song for you guys. I found it from this Japanese friend of mine. Seriously old school and it made me thought of the title for this post. Enjoy~
Just like the way time passes by, the river flows. Right now, the flow feels so stagnant... like a glacier river.
The headlines recently depicted many things. The death of Osama bin Laden on the hands of US Navy SEALs (I don't know for sure but there are a lot of conspiracies if you do read the news), the rebel Libyans' struggle against dictatorship, the political chaos in Malaysia and many other incidents. Everything is in a rush. A mad and chaotic dash for a non-existent finish line.
As I read all these news, I feel the time moving ever so slowly. I feel myself hovering forward with time without making the slightest movement. I feel insignificant in this world, an invisible presence. I concluded that I lack achievements. Recently, I've done nothing to boast about. Nothing to be proud of. Just a monotonous and routine life.
From here, I understood how one can get depressed so easily. Especially those with a job.
And right now, I feel horrible. I feel like an unappreciative brat who whines always. I do know I have a lot of things in life to be grateful about. But right now... I just feel so... empty.
Others can see what you have but you can't because your eyes can't see what's behind you, unless you turn around and analyse. Problem is, how many are willing to do so? Its a competitive world out there, no spare moment for you to stop and ponder upon your past.
Here's something and a song I find suitable to go along with the mood.
And now as I slowly wallow, Into the abyss with no end. My interior feels so hollow, Feelings I wish to comprehend.
Ever imagine yourself in a situation where someone does something you want to do halfway and then dumps it back onto you? And the direction they stopped at isn't exactly what you actually desire. But you have to take charge of it and move on as if you started from the beginning.
It's like a chess match where you start playing after all the pieces has been moved into a certain formation but you're aiming to take over the wrong queen. Or a boat ride towards an island but aiming to land at a different shore than you first planned because the rower for the first half of the journey isn't you.
What would you do? Ponder upon the idea.
As for me, I would enjoy the journey and slowly find out which direction would be fitting for me. Since I have already reached this far (no thanks to me), why not take a deep breath and enjoy the different view? Take a look from an alternate perspective. Upon realization after a deep consideration, then I shall choose the right course of action.
Thinking of turning back for a restart? Like Eminem raps,"you don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game", don't waste your time thinking of the impossible. Appreciate and make full use of every situation you're in.
The most important thing is be true to yourself. Do not waste time on something you do not want because it would be futile. That is common sense, everyone should know. Don't feel that you would be judged for every action you take because people's opinion does not matter when your desire comes into question. People do not decide what you desire, you yourself does.
Is it too hard to understand? Just want what you want because that's what makes you happy. Even if its wrong, it lasted for the while.
I woke up around midnight and suddenly there was a heavy downpour. If the rain meant anything, it would the tears mourning for victims of the most recent earthquake at the north-eastern Japan area and its aftershocks. And also the incoming tsunami waves to all the Pacific coastal countries.
This post has been on hold since last night. =3=
I finally got sick of reading Bakuman cause the plot started to bore me. It's the school holidays already and I just noticed. Almost everyone is just dashing off to some camp or travelling to somewhere. I'm still stuck at the same place.
*sigh*
I don't feel like talking about my CNY experience although its super amazing. Right now, all I want to do is take my life to the next level. Finally got a job. FINALLY!!!
Hmm... The thing I wanted to talk in this post is about a person who blocked me on Fb. NOTE: I'm not talking bad behind you, I'm saying this out loud on my blog. You blocked me on Facebook so I can't get the message to you.
First off, am I childish? Yes, I admit sometimes. The big BUT is you're decades older than me. That makes you an official adult and you should be mature. Way more mature than me. I know age is not a factor. And anyone can be mature no matter the age. But why do you have to block me from your Facebook? Am I really harassing you on Facebook? Do you even have a valid reason? I'm not even hostile towards you. Lastly, if you think I am harassing you, please go and redefine your definition of 'harassment'. I've seen worse. My petty existence on your Fb and blog is harassment? I wonder if that is mature of you...
I'm just going to let this go because I can't do anything about it other than let it out here. I apologize for my imperfection which annoys you. May God bless you and have a wonderful life. :)
A request to all readers, let us all pray for the safety of all the victims of the recent disasters. I know there's a lot of JB haters among us but this song is great. Peace~
I made something happen last night. And the end result was so horrible that it kept me reevaluating the decision I have made. Was it the RIGHT thing to do?
If last night's turn of event never happened, I think I would have hurt someone so deep to the point where the heart is torn over decisions. So I made a choice to back off and stay in the shadows, and continue the norm of life. But... I have doubts. Can I let this matter go? Am I really bulletproof?
But what would be the positivity if nothing ever happened last night? Chances are I might succeed with that 1%. Or less. But I'm probably just thinking too much like I always do. The fairytale story is so tempting...
After last night, I feel like... I am out of breath. The lack of air stings a bit. Tiny bit. But I tell myself, it's all for the better. I am a rogue after all. I can manage without inhaling oxygen and instead synthesize the carbon dioxide to get oxygen myself.
The last thing to do is put on a mask of happiness and last through the final 4 months. Wish me luck~ :)
Gmendra is a very lovable name of a very adorable personality. XD Are my words too sweet for you to handle, Gmendra? lol! I just found out another follower of my blog. Really touched when she told me about it. Been crying buckets ever since I found out. No wonder Sibu gets flooded so frequently recently. Thank you so much!
Today sucked. It was pure boredom. I went home early around 10am on a pretense (Hope I used that word correctly). Been doing nothing but sleep or Maple ever since. Went to tuition which fun for awhile. Was determined to skip on Friday again but I had too much fun at tuition so I changed my mind (I also remembered about the Bomba meeting at 1pm tomorrow). During tuition, I smsed Oscar but he was busy as always and told me something about today being special and all. Today is 20/5 but when reversed, it's 520. Chiong Hui told me it means 'I <3 U' in Chinese. To be more precise, it's actually Cantonese.
No pictures again... But to commemorate this special day, 520, I'm gonna embed 'Kissin U' by Mirinda Cosgrove. I love this song very much. Hope you enjoy this, Gmendra~
P.S. Your name is mentioned thrice in this post, including the title. XD
